Restless.

How exactly does one find drive and motivation at work?

I don't like my job and the people that much but at the same time I can't guarantee that I'll find something else that's better.

Heard there's another resignation today.

My boss is quite an interesting character. She has lofty dreams of striking Toto and has it all planned - use half a million to start a company and she said she will then employ us to work at her company (not sure if that's in jest).

She has described her plans to us at least twice - once during the CNY angbao draw and once yesterday. LOL. And they are fairly consistent plans.

I think she and Paul will hit it off quite well! Paul likes to dream of striking the lottery too. Hahaha.

Also I'm getting old and I can't remember dates well. So is Paul actually. Haha.

We both couldn't remember how many years it's been since we met and started dating.

Long long ago I would remember dates religiously and prepare special cards or do some fancy mancy stuff. I think it was the novelty of it all. Haha. Never dated before the effort was 100%!

I feel a little contrite that I don't seem to be putting much effort into this relationship when it comes to things like this. It shouldn't be the way coz constant effort is needed to maintain the relationship!

Guess it doesn't help that our love languages are also quite different. Mine is probably acts of service, but his is physical touch. -_-"

So anyway! Reminder to self to be more touchy feely when it comes to le husband. LOL!

Woah has it already been 3 weeks since my last blog post? It felt so recent.

Here I am again with my first blog post as a married woman!

If you ask me what's the difference... there is no difference. Hahaha. We're still living apart and I'm still sleeping on my own comfortable single bed with Squishy and Rolly. We meet if neither of us has anything in the evenings, which is just like how it was pre-marriage!

Now that the big day is done and dusted and there is no more wedding prep to be done... I actually kinda miss doing wedding prep! LOL.

Some hiccups here and there for the wedding but overall it went smoothly and I am glad for that.

What I do have left is a very messy study room with bags and boxes of stuff to unpack and store away (mostly decor items) and 2 weeks worth of clothes to iron. Also we need to sort out our finances. Very sadly a lot of people under-bao their angbao plus my mother has buay paiseh-ly taken all the angbaos for her tables so I have a deficit of about 12 tables ++++++.

Although no money... we are still going for our honeymoon. Yah no idea how but maybe we'll just go there and eat 7-11 food every day.

I can't wait to see my photos from Pixel Musica though! I didn't get to take much photos on that day at all :(
But also good la coz it allows me to be in the moment. Instead of living the most important day of my life through a phone.

Till the next update!