Restless.

How exactly does one find drive and motivation at work?

I don't like my job and the people that much but at the same time I can't guarantee that I'll find something else that's better.

Heard there's another resignation today.

My boss is quite an interesting character. She has lofty dreams of striking Toto and has it all planned - use half a million to start a company and she said she will then employ us to work at her company (not sure if that's in jest).

She has described her plans to us at least twice - once during the CNY angbao draw and once yesterday. LOL. And they are fairly consistent plans.

I think she and Paul will hit it off quite well! Paul likes to dream of striking the lottery too. Hahaha.

Also I'm getting old and I can't remember dates well. So is Paul actually. Haha.

We both couldn't remember how many years it's been since we met and started dating.

Long long ago I would remember dates religiously and prepare special cards or do some fancy mancy stuff. I think it was the novelty of it all. Haha. Never dated before the effort was 100%!

I feel a little contrite that I don't seem to be putting much effort into this relationship when it comes to things like this. It shouldn't be the way coz constant effort is needed to maintain the relationship!

Guess it doesn't help that our love languages are also quite different. Mine is probably acts of service, but his is physical touch. -_-"

So anyway! Reminder to self to be more touchy feely when it comes to le husband. LOL!

If you haven't already known (read here), I was diagnosed with herpes recently. *insert horror face emoji*

It's tongue herpes, a viral disease caused by the herpes simplex virus and I believe it's also the reason for all those long suffering years of recurrent tongue/mouth ulcers.

Rather unfortunate, and to put it simply - there is no cure. I can only prevent it from developing into full blown ulcers when I feel it coming by taking medication.

But it's also some sort of a relief to finally put a finger on this weird condition that I've been having. At least it's nothing too serious! I won't die from it.

After taking the prescribed medicine for a couple of days, my ulcers are clearing up! It's getting better, lesser and not so painful. At least now I can eat and talk comfortably.

Hm I hope I won't spread it to other people though! :x I don't exactly know how contagious this is.

Recently committed myself to a pilates package at Upside Motion also. Really super expensive, and painful to part with so much money at one go. But I need to tone up and I hope this will help me achieve that! Kinda stopped going for sessions with Corinne also so I hope pilates coupled with my weekly jogs and occasional swims will help me lose some weight.